"Add-on/Entry" Been pounding in my head, an old and buried thought of mine. Why can't i understand some music while other praise it non-stop. I feel sick of being a critic i just want to understand why people enjoy things. I just want to understand but my mind feels blocked and i just can't figure out why. My life feels so frustrating and is why i have so many enemies. I just can't understand the things they like and it drives me mad sometimes. In both ways
I couldn't be more ready in 4 days it's happening. Finally the permanent seal that will cap off my downward spiral and full recovery will be over.
4 fucking days so much anticipation for me. so much has changed and just i feel like my music has common sense now and just. I'm full of the passion and desire like how i used to.
"Sidenote" i have some fucking wild ass friends lmfao but whatever xD
Started a weird tradition for mother's day. I tend to like doing that then seeing if i remember next year as a test of my memories. Other than that 5 more days till my vacation, Finally starting to get excited for it and i am doing the final prep work before I leave. God i've been planning this shit since February and my ocd of wanting everything to be perfect and good to go is scaring the shit out of me.
Work was shit but the night really made it worth while honestly the aurora was something else lol. Can't believe i experienced an Eclipse and the northern lights in the same year! So insane honestly alot of natural phenomenon inspiration!
Learnt about paint sprayers ig. I highly doubt this information will be useful to me in my life at all because it's cheaper to just paint a door with a paint brush then to buy a 300+ Dollar machine that you have to very carefully maintenance in order for it to last. Other than that been listening to the album "The nature of Imitation" Alot recently. I wish i was that smart with music makes me frustrated
Been meaning, for a long time, to actually develop music. Like take time to make it in my head before just putting it down or something. But i can never remember anything i can think of. Honestly just wish i could remember things more distinctly and not forget all the time.
I worry i have some sort of short term memory lose, but i'm being over worried or something probably. Just been trying to think of new ways to do music as of late really get ideas.
WOW DRAMA THAT IS BIGGER THAN MINE HAPPENING ON HERE???
I am honestly shocked! lol I love seeing the clown squad attack when drama happens (Not even going to be like them). but wow! i can't wait for a purge or just the "end" of audiotool! Because i can really see that happening. Of course what he did is stupid as shit but like this isn't going to help at all. Speaking from a person who was pressed up against a wall you do some stupid shit.
Drama in the world is tiring. No i'm not talking about AT for once i'm just saying in the world.
I'm def a person who likes choosing no sides on the matter, kinda whatever. Been just waiting till May 16-20. Excited going on a "vacation"
Otherwise all of this here is nonsense and just ideals fighting boosting who has the most ego and everything. Every person, every town, every state, every country is flawed good lord people can be unreliable.
Just a web of things while i sit here with making my own music in my little sphere. Like i don't care anymore i've just sorta gotten into this stubborn mindset of "i only make music for no real reason" So i am aimless and what not. I make just for the love of making. It's all i do really
Other wise break has been good been playing games and watching psycho mob 100 and stuff.
Oldy From 2017-2021 Audiotool
Came back, kinda doing whatever now these days
Have a Diary I add to on my wall whenever i feel like it or have something to say. Miss spelling will be common.
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"Dairy"
had to put my emotions into something or i was just going to pass out.
Just really excited
I tried Untitled2024 (WLIAS edit)
"Add-on/Entry" Been pounding in my head, an old and buried thought of mine. Why can't i understand some music while other praise it non-stop. I feel sick of being a critic i just want to understand why people enjoy things. I just want to understand but my mind feels blocked and i just can't figure out why. My life feels so frustrating and is why i have so many enemies. I just can't understand the things they like and it drives me mad sometimes. In both ways
"Dairy"
I couldn't be more ready in 4 days it's happening. Finally the permanent seal that will cap off my downward spiral and full recovery will be over.
4 fucking days so much anticipation for me. so much has changed and just i feel like my music has common sense now and just. I'm full of the passion and desire like how i used to.
"Sidenote" i have some fucking wild ass friends lmfao but whatever xD
"Dairy"
Started a weird tradition for mother's day. I tend to like doing that then seeing if i remember next year as a test of my memories. Other than that 5 more days till my vacation, Finally starting to get excited for it and i am doing the final prep work before I leave. God i've been planning this shit since February and my ocd of wanting everything to be perfect and good to go is scaring the shit out of me.
"Dairy"
Work was shit but the night really made it worth while honestly the aurora was something else lol. Can't believe i experienced an Eclipse and the northern lights in the same year! So insane honestly alot of natural phenomenon inspiration!
"Dairy"
Learnt about paint sprayers ig. I highly doubt this information will be useful to me in my life at all because it's cheaper to just paint a door with a paint brush then to buy a 300+ Dollar machine that you have to very carefully maintenance in order for it to last. Other than that been listening to the album "The nature of Imitation" Alot recently. I wish i was that smart with music makes me frustrated
"Diary"
Been meaning, for a long time, to actually develop music. Like take time to make it in my head before just putting it down or something. But i can never remember anything i can think of. Honestly just wish i could remember things more distinctly and not forget all the time.
I worry i have some sort of short term memory lose, but i'm being over worried or something probably. Just been trying to think of new ways to do music as of late really get ideas.
"Dairy"
Been happy and just looking at things recently. Alot of nothing in life but just build up. 9 days now and i couldn't be more excited
ayooooooo it's comment 100
"Dairy"
doing stuff and trying to get better
Otherwise record setting storm shit happening in OK rn
Fucking shit was 11/10 which hasn't been seen since 2011
i missed u...
My dairy is a lot of the same things of being musically dead recently. Sheesh all i think about xD
"Dairy"
WOW DRAMA THAT IS BIGGER THAN MINE HAPPENING ON HERE???
I am honestly shocked! lol I love seeing the clown squad attack when drama happens (Not even going to be like them). but wow! i can't wait for a purge or just the "end" of audiotool! Because i can really see that happening. Of course what he did is stupid as shit but like this isn't going to help at all. Speaking from a person who was pressed up against a wall you do some stupid shit.
"Dairy"
Drama in the world is tiring. No i'm not talking about AT for once i'm just saying in the world.
I'm def a person who likes choosing no sides on the matter, kinda whatever. Been just waiting till May 16-20. Excited going on a "vacation"
Otherwise all of this here is nonsense and just ideals fighting boosting who has the most ego and everything. Every person, every town, every state, every country is flawed good lord people can be unreliable.