Hey man, I hope everything's alright.
It's been almost 2 months since i last saw you in school and to be very honest. it feels so fucking alone right now.
i hope you get better soon :D
sidenote: we gotta finish the partybox 2000
I've realized I genuinely do not want to live
I don't want to get older
I don't want to watch history repeat itself
I don't want to see the sunrise
I don't want to see the moon
I don't want to think
There are few things that keep me on this planet
Honestly I would rather be dumb and happy or delusional and happy
psychosis seems like a blessing in this world
I'll tell you what though
If you just sit back and let time do it's thing, it will
And time's thing isn't fucking things up, or fixing them
It's changing them
Sometimes that thought is what makes me feel nice after I spend a few days being in pain from morning until night.
Talk to someone you're comfortable with.
It cuts the dose of pain short until the next one comes along, or doesn't
I sometimes wonder if people who are delusional and always happy even exist
I mean obviously being happy 100 % of the time is impossible for everyone but do people who suffer less than anyone even exist?
The only thing that's true for sure is that every situation is different right
The question is what you can do about yours and sometimes the answer to that is nothing, as in you have options in your head but can't bring yourself to really choose either one
Hey man, I hope everything's alright. It's been almost 2 months since i last saw you in school and to be very honest. it feels so fucking alone right now. i hope you get better soon :D sidenote: we gotta finish the partybox 2000
PLAY DAT KPOP
we gotta make another house track
I've realized I genuinely do not want to live I don't want to get older I don't want to watch history repeat itself I don't want to see the sunrise I don't want to see the moon I don't want to think There are few things that keep me on this planet Honestly I would rather be dumb and happy or delusional and happy psychosis seems like a blessing in this world
I'll tell you what though If you just sit back and let time do it's thing, it will And time's thing isn't fucking things up, or fixing them It's changing them Sometimes that thought is what makes me feel nice after I spend a few days being in pain from morning until night. Talk to someone you're comfortable with. It cuts the dose of pain short until the next one comes along, or doesn't
I sometimes wonder if people who are delusional and always happy even exist I mean obviously being happy 100 % of the time is impossible for everyone but do people who suffer less than anyone even exist? The only thing that's true for sure is that every situation is different right The question is what you can do about yours and sometimes the answer to that is nothing, as in you have options in your head but can't bring yourself to really choose either one
maybe that's what they mean by focus on the little things the big picture is too disappointing
or maybe my expectations are too high I already regret everything even though I don't have anything to truly regret
cross roads look at this thingie magigie i made in beta audiotool Goober Tron 6101
yo 🥹
thanks for the follow
howdy
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first time trying Synthwave genre