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remove me. it's over.
if anybody wants to talk to me, you can. renni#8086 is my discord user.
I've wasted all my years in this site and i'm trying to be as happy as i can but everything is putting me down and i constantly stress myself so much in my day to day life, i threaten people to get rid of me because how horrible i am. I've lost my passion to create music anymore because of life struggles and i was behaving like a goddam kid; posting unfunny shitpost, hentai and other bullshit on my very first account, tasty treat aka going to refresh. I was very depressed in my high school years
i want to apologize to all the people, including the devs, the people who found my email address from soundcloud and espically the close ones. i will no longer continue to make music in site or be involved into the community for my mental health issues and my behavior. Currently going to recover from this with small steps and exercises. i am sorry for causing the trouble i made and i hope everyone is doing ok.
right now, i am hurting my only relationship with my boyfriend, which his name will be anonymous, for months because my family that wasn't accepting me and my suicidal behavior. i wasn't getting the help because of i didn't a car to drive (expired plates). 2021 was the year i would act strange and talk about killing myself and self hated myself. my family and current boyfriend didn't liked my actions and i was aware but did nothing and continued to be ignorant.
after doing and making posts, talking to my online friends and whatever, i made a name for myself as the car guy. It was my only personality because my father was a mechanic and i would purse my dreams to fix cars and make a living. My old man is at the hospital and he is nearly dying (mind you before 3 months, he is doing better now as of this comment) and i was acting very strange and suicidal to the point where i wanted to kill myself.