we never sleep in seattle
a short little diary in a form of an ep
[Sophmore Studio Album]
*this album is about a longing for a depression in a sadistic manner*
1. sleepless in seattle - people in big cities have to be depressed. it's a lot to explain, but i think it's self-explanatory, i mean the cities never sleep. they have to be depressed, i always thought of myself a country lad, but maybe the cities is where i need to be.
2. i had enough - i'm taking a stance on me, always wanting to be loved, why can't i love myself? i'm tired of being alone too, don't i deserve someone? it's a huge war within me and the sax is there to ferment it and mold -
left me because he turned straight and likes girls nows and became christian. and it's just so- painful to even write that. a week later, it turns out he kissed a guy at some party, it's all just so hurtful. it hurts me even till this day, how do you do that someone? i've never had a boyfriend except for him and whenever that happened it ruined me altogether. i mean he'll never know the pain i endure, till this day, that's just something you never do to someone, why did he even break up with me?
it together. i'm never going to get rid of this feeling and that's what makes everything tiredsome. I HAD ENOUGH.
3. palinoia - is just another word for insanity to me, but it means to repeat things until their perfect. i want to be practice on being a compliant little nigger just for someone to love. i don't care about my mental state as long as somebody loves, i'll be good.
4. the ex that you left - is a closing track about a person who made me feel special, but -
1. sleepless in seattle - people in big cities have to be depressed. it's a lot to explain, but i think it's self-explanatory, i mean the cities never sleep. they have to be depressed, i always thought of myself a country lad, but maybe the cities is where i need to be. 2. i had enough - i'm taking a stance on me, always wanting to be loved, why can't i love myself? i'm tired of being alone too, don't i deserve someone? it's a huge war within me and the sax is there to ferment it and mold -