inescapable melodramatic impending doom

This music perfectly emulates the hallucinations that I experience. These hallucinations cause a sense of impending doom that drives me insane, almost every night. With these extremely disturbing hallucinations, everything I see and hear aside from these hallucinations is distorted and contorted by the hallucinations themselves. It's a living hell, and it's still so calm. I know this because when there are people around, the only odd thing they notice is me, having these mind-breaking hallucinations.