you'll only be alive for so long. and, you'll only be in [REDACTED] for so long. i miss you. so much. im really mad but, i really just- am mad because i miss you. you're so amazing. we had a plan to make an album together. we had a plan to go to canada- and mexico. theres so many thing we wanted to do. we cant do them anymore. and, please- i love you- and- youre important to me, and- i miss you and- i try so hard- i dont know what to do. the sky is so beautiful. i guess i just thought- maybe just sending this like as a voice message instead of like a stupid text you'd like understand like i actually mean the words that im saying you know like im not just lying like im not just making things up ok. like, like why would i do that. youre so important to me. like why would i ever why would i ever hurt you.

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  • ouch

  • intense

    • manic samples a recording of a 90 minute message i sent to someone who hurt me. it was about 7am i had stayed up all night and the sun started rising. i was driving home when i started recording and i had to pull over on the side of the highway because i was crying so much. it was not acting it was genuine and the beat i made while i was extremely mad at this person for what she did.

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  • The voice message part actually made me cry. This is a work of art. It's usually not easy to capture emotion into your tracks but this does it extremely well. I wish you the best.

  • !!!

  • for u to capture it so well means you've lived it too,

  • Expressive work !

  • first time ive heard you use almost industrial type drums

    also i didnt know you had this side of yourself, like daaaamn.

  • incredible

  • Takes a lot to be this vulnerable with your music

  • Republished

    art

  • jon jon... this goes incredibly hard damn and the beginning is so like emotional and personal its honestly imo your best work so far lwk i like this new sound a lot

  • wtfff this is insane

  • The Sky is Beautiful

  • i like how the synth matches what you are saying, tho i had to increase my volume to 100 to hear you just to get blasted by the second part