havent been feeling myself lately. i dont know what's wrong with me but i fucking hate it. i feel trapped in my own head. i cant communicate with the outside world because its like there's a barrier blocking me, and i cant look inside myself to see what's wrong because its like my brain is wrapped in concrete. i dont know whats happening to me, maybe im self aware. idk. it always feels like the world is against me and i just dont understand. its like im so close to understanding but i never quite get there. so incomplete.

probably going to delete this soon. nobody wants to see this. i don't enjoy talking about this stuff, im only posting this because i feel like SOMEONE should at least know whats going on. i dont expect anyone to play therapist because thats not what i need. i need to grow up. i need to grow...

i hate myself.

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  • I feel this sentiment. I am 100% not the person to say this, but it will resolve in time. Theres something particular Im batteling with, with the only explanation being that Im just an idiot who doesnt know better. I know that I need to finally grow up too. I know this will most probably not help, but approach it, but dont overthink.

  • Somehow i've notice that It all happens for those who spend too much times on computer

  • luv mgmt. so much emotion, nostalgia from this song.

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    don't run from the things you feel, take them in man.

    . like i've said to many other people, almost everything is temporary. good or bad.

    hope you feel better, and feel less incomplete.