This song is dedicated to Derek (aka Bacon Strips, check him out!!
@⁶ ₆ ⁶ svmmit ₆ ⁶ ₆
).
Dear Derek,
Listen, I know we've had our ups and downs. Well, all of our "memories" could be either ups or downs, depending on the perspective... But whatever. You can't deny our history. It really hurts when you just laugh in my face like that, but whatever. I can't control my feelings. That's all I'm saying. You're an amazing person, and if whatever girl you find doesn't realize that, she doesn't deserve you. I love you. I never stopped loving you. It took me losing Michael to realize that. He knew I still loved you before I even admitted it to myself. I really hope you'd just forgive me for whatever it is that I did to make us end the way we did and get over it. What happened to being friends? We're not even that anymore... I know you're probably not even gonna read this, and if you do, you're probably not gonna care, but in the off chance that you might, that's why this is here. Just wanted you to know. Obviously talking to you at school won't work and I just want you to know how I feel. Now it's pretty much up to you. You can either just walk away (after tearing out my heart. again. and stomping on it. crushing it to beyond repair...) or fix it. <3 Honestly, I just want you in my life again. That's all I want. You can be my boyfriend or just a friend. Just be there. Sorry for ranting like this, lol. I love you. Always. (: <3
Love, Nafisa
To the rest of Audiotool: AAAHHH!!! First track using the Heisenberg :3 xD <3
Lol, ofc he didnt comment. He's not following me, so he cant see that i published a song :P but yeah... i guess... he ignores me at school now/: and thanks!! (:
Lol, like him? Yeaaaah. Oh and GUESS WHO JUST CALLED ME!!! Michael, to say happy birthday!!! -.- Like wtf? And THEN he says "Hey, ihad a lil fight with my new gf. u mind talking to her for me?" lmfao, um how bout NO?! :3 and Alck, REMIX IT BRO. ilike the bpm. creates a longing kinda mood. :3