now that time has passed since the burning of the tree. the flowers that survived have started to wilt. and im scared to lose them. i truly am. i've put so much time into these stupid flowers, i dont want to lose them. not now. but the tree has killed any chance of them staying in the long term. i could always grow new flowers with time. but i like the ones i have now, and i want to keep them. i dont want to lose them. i dont want to lose them. i dont want to lose them. i dont want to lose them. i. dont. want. to. lose. them. not again.