& all of my strength

could not amount to the window

through which i put my heaviest thoughts

through which i put my heaviest words

now all i have left

is to bring to my lover

the cord that connects all of my dreams

to actions that nobody will se

-

& all i can muster is your own

& all i can wonder is how long

& all in due process

i am not what you wished for

-

& shattered men tried

to take hold of your conscience

for a place to put a better man's throat

a place to put a better man's soul

& i'll carry that weight

with which i will struggle

i'll try although i'll never succeed

i'll try although i'll never get out

-

[& i'm not the fortune

& i'm not the star

o please come back home now

wherever you are]

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  • your music is both as surreal and intangible as it is grounded and visceral

    my mind frames your music in a backrooms-like world where i stumble across an entity that's just sitting in this broken, shapeless world singing songs like these. even in the nightmare, there is still beauty to behold

    the weight of pass experiences and memories echoing out in all directions is reflected in the world itself.. patches of light in some areas and endless night in others

  • beautiful words

  • Great stuff

    You fill an uncontended space on AT.