i feel like im genuinely losing my mind a little bit
where is my grip on reality
why is everything sucking so bad
I wish I could just go far away and stop thinking about everything
I wish I could actually sleep through the night
I wish I could go soak up some sun and take a nap that turns into a sleep and actually stay asleep and be able to sleep for a whole 8 hours and feel rested afterwards and then go on to make something instead of doing nothing all day.
I cant get myself to go to the gym to keep myself healthy but I keep having chest pain and my body feels like shit! but my body feeling like shit is what drives me to just go home and do nothing. I havent been able to draw. I havent been able to make music. I havent been able to craft. oh well at least I found a game thats kind of fun that I play for hours in the middle of the night when my body wont let me sleep.
I sit on my ass all day and do nothing except for scroll and try to block out the blaring loud noise of this nearly deaf lady's tv
5 days a week 8 hours a day. and I dont even get the same days off as my partner this month so we barely do anything outside of the house. When im at work I want to kill myself and when I get in my car after work I just want to go home and lay in bed. I cant get myself to do anything other than just lay there and watch fucking criminal minds.
I keep feeling like my current artist block has been going on forever but its been like. A month at most. I need to chill tf out and stop being so hard on myself, I've had far worse and longer blocks💀
like it used to be fine like I would draw or make music or write in the downtime but I feel too drained to do anything else so I just sit and scroll now. I hate it and it leaves me feeling like garbage and at the end of the day its like. what did I even accomplish today? put another 8 hours into my next paycheck I guess. idk.
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I still havent made music in a fat minute but at least im making fursuits again so I'm doing something
gosh
when youre in a state of being unable to create so you just consume
BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM ABMA BMA BMAVBM
your username is incredibly familiar but i have literally idea where from
got new piercings btw 😳
facial piercing count is at 4
2 eyebrow piercings and angel fangs
gonna get double nostril piercings when the angel fangs heal
after that I might get a septum idk still on the fence about it
When the
Fionna and cake season 2 thoughts?
i feel like im genuinely losing my mind a little bit
where is my grip on reality
why is everything sucking so bad
I wish I could just go far away and stop thinking about everything
I wish I could actually sleep through the night
I wish I could go soak up some sun and take a nap that turns into a sleep and actually stay asleep and be able to sleep for a whole 8 hours and feel rested afterwards and then go on to make something instead of doing nothing all day.
do you ever constantly hurt the people you love and instead of changing and growing as a person you just hate yourself instead
simply waiting for anything to happen
I keep feeling like my current artist block has been going on forever but its been like. A month at most. I need to chill tf out and stop being so hard on myself, I've had far worse and longer blocks💀
chat.
chat my brain is fucking melting
chat I feel so understimulated rn theres something wrong with my head