Srariant but on steroids

18 Followers 2 Following Joined about 2 years ago

I'd be lying if I said I was proud of anything here

You can delve into this knowing that you are about to see the thoughts and words and sounds of someone who once thought themselves to be crazy.

I was an emotional wreck and I don't like that I made anyone endure my depressing ramblings about how I hated everything and yada yada, almost all of which I have since deleted, with the excuse of a rule about deleting my wall posts every 5 days, which I almost never kept a consistent timeframe for.

I am better now.

This account exists as an archive of someone I don't want to be again(and someone you should not be either, so please try), and for music quickies, as well as my first ever featured song, that is one I am proud of.

This has been the alt account of: @vaporraiin

Please, if you find this, just go over there instead

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  • here i am again

    there is still nothing to prove

  • trying to change your pfp is really great

    I have an image which is 1.5 mb and it won't let it through because it's too large

    Nevermind the fact that the max is 4 mb

    Anyway I'm gonna complain about it on the board

  • Hello hello bio change reflective of my current self maybe read it maybe

  • Gotta let it go

  • Every time I touch audiotool there's just something there to bring me down. I just wish I wasn't like this. I just feel like a pretentious asshole all the time it's not even funny. I'm losing the respect of people with the way I act and I'm losing my grip again

  • I wish I wasn't this lonely

  • It's kind of sad going through this account. I was just unwell mentally and that really sucks to read and look at.

    This stuff is pretty damn close, too. Happy I don't have to go through that anymore.

    • being on this account really worsens my mood. This was meant to be an alt but quickly became a venting account.

  • I know that that's what I did on my alt... Maybe would be better there if I keep doing it anyways.

    • Coherence is one of my greatest strengths. And being locked up in my mind and world is my least best lol.

    • Yeah, sorry. By "doing" and "did on my alt" I meant venting and what this wall is used for. I do expect you all to be able to read my mind sometimes.

    • That doese not look like a coherent sentence

  • Hi I'm here to vent again. Sorry to the people who have to deal with this being on their feed if they don't want to see it. I'll be commenting it below.

    • So I guess I'm more mature now and I realize I haven't been treating some people that right. And it makes me angry and sad, because I don't want to become that other guy. So if anyone feels like I dumped them or anything like that, I assure you it's only because I suck at online relationships with people and if I hurt you, I'm more sorry than you can know.

  • Man I just feel really sad again. Miss the good ol audiotool days. The atmosphere that place had was unreal. So friendly, and happy, and cool. This place is just not alive anymore. People leaving left and right. I just lost that happy feeling of "I wonder if my friends will like this one" when publishing music. Or maybe it's because I'm getting older I dunno honestly. Anyways.

  • Idle dreams could never be

  • I don't understand. It's so hard to understand

  • I will progressive electronic your butt hole

  • I saw the andromeda galaxy on summer through my telescope. Just dumping that out there