Grow to Indifference

thank you naswalt drum i whipped out my violin for this are you proud of me . . . . . you always told me you found me hard to read and that's weird cause i found you hard to read too so we can try to stick together process things at a slow speed i try to be myself but my stomach gets tied head split into two there's always an issue and no one wants to take the lead but is it because we want nothing real or is it because we have a bond to lose its not like im looking for anything now i need so i (why) try i just want to let life cruise . I can feel something awkward lingering its life we could probably make things work but would you want to do that? . Id be down but if not, lets definitely do something . Am i giving you nothing or are you just being distant i can tell we're both resistant all this mind im sacrificing I love communication it can lead to co-existance at least i am quite consitent apart from in coy relations . I've always wanted to just try cause you've always seemed real nice we could definitely at least get by i only thought this cause you're not mine not mine, not mine, not mine. . I can feel something awkward lingering its life we could probably make things work but would you want to do that? . I'd be down but if not We could definitely cut each other of That would be my impulsive joy . In the moment it feels so right Opportunity to grow my spite I bet It'd make me feel so light It's but a fleeting feeling. . Cause now we're here as friends, somethings standing out . I can feel something awkward lingering its life we could probably make things work but would you want to do that? I'd want to make something work now we're here But not all things were meant to be I'll keep that in mind