i love you all yeah i havent been posting music (obviously) and well, honestly ive been burnt out mentally working on so many drafts sleep schedule having a mind of its own but ive also noticed that whenever that happens it has always been because ive been taking life too seriously i care and worry too much for my own good whether i show that or not about myself and others (mainly others) as well as over contemplating on what i think i should and shouldnt do over and over again this sort of "put down" forcefulness, if that makes any sense. to be honest i dont regret feeling that way in those moments those had to happen i believe for me to realize the "unessacaryness" of those feelings to force or bury those thoughts or feelings away actually adds to those thoughts and feelings ironically you just gotta let them exist until they decide not to anymore, as difficult as that may feel to accomplish "the more weight you put on yourself, the harder it is to move"

To your message: take care of yourself, man. To the track: this is fucking sick.
much appreciated