manic

https://www.audiotool.com/track/cyyx60pp/ samples a recording of a 90 minute message i sent to someone who hurt me. it was about 7am i had stayed up all night and the sun started rising. i was driving home when i started recording and i had to pull over on the side of the highway because i was crying so much. it was not acting it was genuine and the beat i made while i was extremely mad at this person for what she did. you'll only be alive for so long. and, you'll only be in [REDACTED] for so long. i miss you. so much. im really mad but, i really just- am mad because i miss you. you're so amazing. we had a plan to make an album together. we had a plan to go to canada- and mexico. theres so many thing we wanted to do. we cant do them anymore. and, please- i love you- and- youre important to me, and- i miss you and- i try so hard- i dont know what to do. the sky is so beautiful. i guess i just thought- maybe just sending this like as a voice message instead of like a stupid text you'd like understand like i actually mean the words that im saying you know like im not just lying like im not just making things up ok. like, like why would i do that. youre so important to me. like why would i ever why would i ever hurt you. intro synth from https://www.audiotool.com/track/ahntfhcz35/