Changing the name because I can (Breakbeat Sadism was a stupid name anyways).

I didn't want to admit it to myself at the time but, this track was an outlet for some emotions I was expiriencing in the wake of being rightfully friendzoned by a girl I admire. I could have had her but, I was an asshole and now she barely acknoledges my existance; not that she needs to, however. I never really had a place in her life. Nothing to keep me around but here affection which she now gives to another. I didn't deserve it.

I'm over her now, mostly, but this track is a perfect time capsule of my emotions at the time and it's deserving of a proper name.

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