Iknow I Fked Up (Sorry)

Sorry to everyone I hurt during this spring break /: (3/09/12 - 3/19/12), and well, the 2 months before that. I know I seriously fked up a lotta shit, and I apologize. You know who you are/: Help me fix this mess (if it's even possible, which I highly doubt)? <3 I still love you. (Yes. Even you Michael. And Derek....) Do you still love me? (Derek, you don't have to answer that if it's only going to hurt me. I'll never be over you. Ithink the only reason I was with Michael was to try to get over you but I hurt him at various times because although I thought you could hardly tell, he thought it was pretty obvious I still had some major feelings for you.) I hope we could at least be friends. You said we were. What happened to that? As corny as it seems, now you're just somebody that I used to know /: Oh, and Iknow i fked up on this song too :3 Lol, ive had this in my drafts since the day after Spring Break, but then i didnt know what to do with it so.... yeah. I admit it, Ipublish tracks to get messages out xD Iknow this isnt good, so... dont listen to it unless u feel the need to constructively critisize me :P