Surface level, I’m scary
Beyond that I’m weird
I’m constantly hated
And constantly feared
No one approaches me
Nobody’s close to me
Face full of sadness
Neck full of beard
I dream of dying
It’s normal to me
I keep on trying
It’s normal to me
I no longer fight it
It’s normal to me
Why is all this shit
So normal to me
To be fair to myself
I’m repenting so often
I’m scared of the time
When I’m mentally well
I’m scared of my past and
I’m scared of my future
I’m scared of my present
Already in hell
I’m silly and goofy
I’m zany and loopy
I’m joking so much
So you never can tell
I can pretend like the best of us
They were on the balcony and they fell
refarded