excess// california blends

this is probably my favorite song off the album. this song talks about substance abuse, pretty personal cut to me. music video comes out in 2 days! - out now: https://too.fm/xegdvn3 merch: https://www.po9tmusic.com/ Music video: https://youtu.be/nQrUbMCpXjc?si=n_wYP2zRBBoeGDbg LYRICS: 2 bottles of excess and I'm fucked up Keep swimming no reason to keep my head above the waters anymore So let me mix my reds up in California blends Days blend in a daze I think I lost track My bad I'm afraid I never called back Stuck inside of my smile gritting my teeth black If I keep breathing I swear I'll feel my lungs crack Pneumonia I got pneumonia Stuck inside of my smile gritting my teeth black If I keep breathing I swear I'll feel my lungs crack 2 AM in the morning I can't sleep Propped chest and my eyelids are closing Blood clot in my lungs and I'm coughing up Fear in my face is my life really up? Did I dig my own grave for a bottle, a puff? From a kiss to a fuck from a love to a drug And am I ready to find out when excess is enough? No. 2 bottles of excess and I'm fucked up Keep swimming no reason to keep my head above the waters anymore So let me mix my reds up in California blends Days blend in a daze I think I lost track My bad I'm afraid I never called back Stuck inside of my smile gritting my teeth black If I keep breathing I swear I'll feel my lungs crack