Cover of track let fear change me by Darkness Dweller
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let fear change me

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I dont think I will ever work on this further. Might have been the lowest point when I made this. But I know that it wasnt rock bottom yet. That will still come.

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    Darkness Dweller

    you suck

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    yito ☮

    This december was so hard for me. I guess the feeling never really left.

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      Darkness Dweller

      You're funny. You're sick.

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      yito ☮

      It doesnt even make sense.

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      yito ☮

      it is still there when I cradle myself again, shaking and feeling hopeless, becoming a ball as my fight/flight goes crazy. And feeling so overwhelmed. Its part of me. If I wasnt this weak...

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    yito ☮

    this track shouldnt exist, Im sorry.

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    yito ☮

    And look where I am

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      yito ☮

      not far too distant from this again.

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    dio

    damn.

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    SHOJO ACID

    i can tell that this is inspired by xavi

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    yito ☮

    I dont want to terrify anybody, nor am I trying to justify self harm or anything, but here is something my brain told me during one night: "This is an endless fall, the void does not have a bottom. The fall from a bridge has a bottom, an end." Its never been an option for me, I have never taken it as one, but things sometimes just feel so hopeless and empty.

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      yito ☮

      I just needed to put this down somewhere

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    bonka

    bro... this track, these comments, hittin me hard

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    yito ☮

    Im sorry for being this that I am

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    yito ☮

    Sometimes I just dont want to have ever existed in the first place. And I dont even know why.