For Jace, whom I learned so much from, emotion and music, wish I had stepped up and known him a bit better before he left.
Dag, I done lost all my inspiration
What inspired me now ssems to be tasteless
Taste left in my mouth makes feel sick
Sick to my stomach, need to vomit, quick
I heard your comment, about my heritage
Heritage disrespected straight from the pulpit
False prophets feedin' lies straight to the innocent
Innocent minds, not anymore after you took them
And you wonder why I don't wanna fool with y'all
You suck me dry, I refuse to do this anymore
And you Cristian people, You still rightous?
Of course they don't come, you actin' like this.
This familiar feeling, of regression
These failures, an aniti-progression
Of The flesh, every step a backwards locomotion
Just what I need, curve, some more emotions
I found some of Dad's tapes in the basement
Sounds like broken records playin' head ain't got replacements
Hurts so bad, but still I wouldn't change 'em
Every note I hear, every word leaves me hangin'
Around and around, please don't stop the carousel
If you go away do you know that it won't leave me well?
Lookin' in the mirror it gets really hard to tell
If the persons really me, or if it's someone else
I'm trying so hard just prove something
I'm almost believing all the negetave comments about me
So many clouds I can't hear/see clearly
Clearly my rooms a mess, but yet I can't clean
There's a sky bound zoo in my headroom
If you were here I'd find all the words to say to you
We try so hard to stay young in all that we do
I put my Tophat on, and pray for easy goings straight on through