GET HIGH EVERY DAY
GET HIGH EVERY NIGHT
SUCK IT ALL DOWN,
BUT IT JUST WONT HIT RIGHT
LEFT BEHIND,
JUST LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND
SPIRAL UNCONTROLLABLY
FRACTURING MY MIND
I GET PIN PRICKS
MICRONEEDLING MY BRAIN STEM
SHOVE IT DOWN THE DRAIN
SO I CAN SPIT IT ALL BACK UP AGAIN
REJECT,
LABELED VILE BY YOUR GOVERNMENT
VIAL'S GOT A RUBBER TOP
I SHRED IT LIKE AN INSTRUMENT
I GET ANOTHER ONE
A FRESH ONE IN MY SKIN
AND THEN I CRY A LOT,
IM CRYING FROM THE SINS
I HURT YOUR FAVORITE
I WATCH THE FUCKER ROLL
I STOMP A BODY TWENTY TIMES
I PACK IT LIKE A BOWL
I need to find a community I actually enjoy hanging out with, that I actually find solace in. I need to find a family, I need to go out to a real place and do real things.
my productivity is at 0
I'm always consuming and never creating,
never interacting or discussing; I'm just watching, listening, and scrolling endlessly.
Sending, sharing, liking, bookmarking, never commenting, creating, producing, DOING.
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bro I forgot how cool my own music was wtf
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GET HIGH EVERY DAY GET HIGH EVERY NIGHT SUCK IT ALL DOWN, BUT IT JUST WONT HIT RIGHT LEFT BEHIND, JUST LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND SPIRAL UNCONTROLLABLY FRACTURING MY MIND I GET PIN PRICKS MICRONEEDLING MY BRAIN STEM SHOVE IT DOWN THE DRAIN SO I CAN SPIT IT ALL BACK UP AGAIN
there are millions of thoughts always racing around my head
opening and closing and opening and closing tabs opening and closing and opening and closing drafts
put some stuff on soundcloud: https://www.audiotool.com/track/uledd4q5ef/ - https://on.soundcloud.com/RD17rfWDU5D951pE8 https://www.audiotool.com/track/ing7g4cai/ - https://on.soundcloud.com/mocaciKSWTzSJoqQ7 phoenix - https://on.soundcloud.com/mocaciKSWTzSJoqQ7 https://www.audiotool.com/track/w2x31295ww4g/ - https://on.soundcloud.com/mocaciKSWTzSJoqQ7
https://soundcloud.com/02_26_2001/sets/venturing_album_1
1tril made remix https://www.audiotool.com/track/uyd6x052r9/ https://www.audiotool.com/track/uyd6x052r9/ https://www.audiotool.com/track/uyd6x052r9/
if i love the dark, why does my body crave the light
coagulation