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ashlyn

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    ashlyn

    GET HIGH EVERY DAY

    GET HIGH EVERY NIGHT

    SUCK IT ALL DOWN,

    BUT IT JUST WONT HIT RIGHT

    LEFT BEHIND,

    JUST LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND

    SPIRAL UNCONTROLLABLY

    FRACTURING MY MIND

    I GET PIN PRICKS

    MICRONEEDLING MY BRAIN STEM

    SHOVE IT DOWN THE DRAIN

    SO I CAN SPIT IT ALL BACK UP AGAIN

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      ashlyn

      REJECT,

      LABELED VILE BY YOUR GOVERNMENT

      VIAL'S GOT A RUBBER TOP

      I SHRED IT LIKE AN INSTRUMENT

      I GET ANOTHER ONE

      A FRESH ONE IN MY SKIN

      AND THEN I CRY A LOT,

      IM CRYING FROM THE SINS

      I HURT YOUR FAVORITE

      I WATCH THE FUCKER ROLL

      I STOMP A BODY TWENTY TIMES

      I PACK IT LIKE A BOWL

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    ashlyn

    there are millions of thoughts always racing around my head

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      ashlyn

      I need to find a community I actually enjoy hanging out with, that I actually find solace in. I need to find a family, I need to go out to a real place and do real things.

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      ashlyn

      my productivity is at 0

      I'm always consuming and never creating,

      never interacting or discussing; I'm just watching, listening, and scrolling endlessly.

      Sending, sharing, liking, bookmarking, never commenting, creating, producing, DOING.

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      ashlyn

      it's impossible to focus

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    ashlyn

    opening and closing and opening and closing tabs

    opening and closing and opening and closing drafts

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      opening and closing and opening and closing your dms

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      ashlyn

      opening and closing and opening and closing my pill bottles

      opening and closing and opening and closing my toilet seat cover

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      ashlyn

      opening and closing and opening and closing the refrigerator

      opening and closing and opening and closing my mind

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      ashlyn

      oops I realized I accidentally pasted the same link multiple times

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    ashlyn

    if i love the dark, why does my body crave the light

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    ashlyn

    coagulation

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      ashlyn

      im melting the congealed time

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    lor

    love your music and aesthetic sm

    i gotta remix one of your tracks sometime you give me hella inspo

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    ashlyn

    I was recording vocals through my phone, but my phone was connected to my car so it was recorded through the car microphone instead :(

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      I²eye

      the writing is great on it, interesting and unique sound as well

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      ashlyn

      I guess it ended up publishing anyway?

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      I'll just try again tomorrow

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    Zerod

    cool stuff b

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      ashlyn

      Thanks, working on something cool right now as well.

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    ashlyn

    I got busy for a while, and missed some summer games. I have some new songs in the works now though.

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    The no timeline challenge was too hard for me, but I will still probably publish my failed attempt. The kitchen one seems very exciting.

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    triple chart??? never would've guessed

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    I have a bunch of dead drafts that aren't going anywhere, I might put them all into one track and have a little draft graveyard