Hey, so what I was trying to say on Apocs wall wasnt that people cant let others listen to whats troubling them but about how some people say they are depressed just for clout. It annoys me that people fake something that serious and I hate it. I too have been going through somethings mentally and know just how hard it is to open up and try to get help. But at least Im trying to get help and try to fix what is going on in my head. If some depressed people aren't at least trying then they should
I accept your apology, though we both could be in the wrong with both of our responses depending on perspective and option. I guess we all can change for the better! You did speak the truth in your comments and I respect that you decided to speak up on this kind of topic to the point of opening up about your suicide attempt. It must have been hard for you to go through with that and again, Im here whenever you need to talk! I hope our bond becomes stronger and we become friends! :)
i never really was a german producer named yonko (what kind of german name is that)
I am actually
@DEAD-NTI
and i always was from the beginning
i wanted to create a persona that would help me escape my reality at the time and I dragged it on for too long, so long in fact that some of you might not believe me (or give a shit, i was never popular on this site lol)
things sucked at school and at home, i was always arguing with and roasting dumb ass trap kids and complete dicks and i was wasting my time not making any actual music, so i made yonko to catch a break from all that
it didnt necessarily work very well, the roasting ended up transferring over to here and my personal life just got worse
but I did accomplish one thing, and that is finding two people that i never thought i would connect wit on this site as much as
@owtlet
and
@nwokn
i was able to create so much beautiful music with them and develop a friendship with them (that lately hasn't been very active and i apologise) and that's something i will always cherish
i want to apologise for anyone that for any reason or by any chance feels deceived or betrayed by me portraying myself as something i never was
and if you don't care which i know most of you won't then hey, at least i got it off my chest
i'm in a much better place mentally and musically and i thank you all
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Hi!
I'm doing a Listening Party on Bandcamp 7pm tonight for my new release 'The 7Day EP'
(It starts in 3 hrs from this post!)
Check it here first, see if you like it:
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(It's also a link to the Listening Party)
You're welcome to join to listen & chat to people at the same time!
Thanks for reading.
(Follow if you like):
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dori come back is charting at number 7, absolutely ridiculous lol
sir.....why do i remember u..
im not dori lol
Good to see you, my friend
Hey, so what I was trying to say on Apocs wall wasnt that people cant let others listen to whats troubling them but about how some people say they are depressed just for clout. It annoys me that people fake something that serious and I hate it. I too have been going through somethings mentally and know just how hard it is to open up and try to get help. But at least Im trying to get help and try to fix what is going on in my head. If some depressed people aren't at least trying then they should
for the kindness, love, and support you have shown me from when i started up to now
got a confession to make
i never really was a german producer named yonko (what kind of german name is that)
I am actually @DEAD-NTI and i always was from the beginning
i wanted to create a persona that would help me escape my reality at the time and I dragged it on for too long, so long in fact that some of you might not believe me (or give a shit, i was never popular on this site lol)
things sucked at school and at home, i was always arguing with and roasting dumb ass trap kids and complete dicks and i was wasting my time not making any actual music, so i made yonko to catch a break from all that
it didnt necessarily work very well, the roasting ended up transferring over to here and my personal life just got worse
but I did accomplish one thing, and that is finding two people that i never thought i would connect wit on this site as much as @owtlet and @nwokn
i was able to create so much beautiful music with them and develop a friendship with them (that lately hasn't been very active and i apologise) and that's something i will always cherish
i want to apologise for anyone that for any reason or by any chance feels deceived or betrayed by me portraying myself as something i never was
and if you don't care which i know most of you won't then hey, at least i got it off my chest
i'm in a much better place mentally and musically and i thank you all
listen to this
I was tweaking on edibles writing this
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what do you think of non-binary/trans people?
i am once again reminding you we need to make another song
i feel like you may be some kind of conservative or far-right person, with all the hitler-defending and the evolutions better then equality stuff tbh
rebranding myself as a rockstar now
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