Lol, heyy, im back :3 and is that you in ur profile pic? xD pretty(: anyways, bro, its been so long since ive tlked to you!! like DAMN. since ive been gone, ive attempted suicide, failed, went to Psych Unit, found God, met the real guy of my dreams under God's supervision, and learned to love church.
lol, well.... wow about ALL of that vv lmfao. geez. forever alone is a term of gaining sympathy for all your fellow losers out there who love to wallow in self-pity. at least thats how i see it :3 but whatever, semantics, ya know? Doesn't matter xD
aww snap alck. just deleted your comment goddangit. now it looks like im talkin to myself. i feel like forever alone has a diff meaning than what it implies. if youve been in a relstionship (idk if you have loll), youll know that the feelings are different
so by alone, i guess they mean lacking that connection with another person. sometimes, i feel like we all think we are bad lookkng cause of all the models and media out there. cause you say youre not good looking and i strongly strongly disagree.
awww alck <3 thank youu. it really does mean a whole lot. and i get ya. youre never actually forever alone. i always value friends before any relationship. and honestly, my parents arent the most social people alive. and it pisses me off how they lose contact with people so quickly. and i may be too social, but i know how important it is to have outside people who love and care about you. its so dang important.
and forever alone? hahaha. we all say that. cause sure i had a bf yesterday, but it obvoously didnt work out if i dont have him anymore!? which means that, in a way you are forever alone. cause nothing ever works out for you. does that make even a remote amount of sense?
and i dont forget that. cause in a way, its true. there are no "teachers" to tell in the real world. we deal with our own problems at that's that. ahh smh. no alck. its no preset. its years and years of people drilling into my mind. eventually, you hear something so much, that you statt believing it yourself. and even now, when im so much stronger than i used to be, i still dont know... i cant TELL if im pretty or not.
theyre* and im sick and tired of anorexia and starving myself and working out four hours a day just to get them to change their minds cause they wont. they just keep saying the same old bs and THEN i realize that im hurting nobody but myself. i remember back when i was bullied in middle school. i told a teacher, and ya know what she said? "honey, youve got to learn to fight your own battles."
ofc you missed a lot ;) thats what happens if you dont check my wall for a day heh. and idkay alck. its not that people say that to me. i mean, yeah. they guys at school have nothing good to say to me. they call me fat and punch me and stuff. but i never take that to mind. idc what those idiots think. cause thdy're not perfect either.
wow...i missed alot. :( sadfcae! and, teeny, you dont look unnatractive at all, i dont know why girls have that preset. same thing with that forever alone thing. im like "what the hell! you had a boyfriend yesterday and your already 'forever alone'"
no more putting your self down, no matter what stupid guys say.
Comments
plz listen Look at the sky...
lmfao, you TOTALLY need to like add me on facebook ^_^ and legit, we're spiritually married xD <3 Like im soooo ecstatic <3 And broooooo, do tell ^_^
Lol, heyy, im back :3 and is that you in ur profile pic? xD pretty(: anyways, bro, its been so long since ive tlked to you!! like DAMN. since ive been gone, ive attempted suicide, failed, went to Psych Unit, found God, met the real guy of my dreams under God's supervision, and learned to love church.
;) thanks sunni :)
heyy guys :) my wall is dead and so is my audiotoool life.
lmfao. my favorite oldie on Audiotool is probably Delete You by Astrum and Reversal. it's the first song i heard on audiotool, December 17th :3
hey lets all listen to unendlich by andre michelle. that's the bomb right
lol, well.... wow about ALL of that vv lmfao. geez. forever alone is a term of gaining sympathy for all your fellow losers out there who love to wallow in self-pity. at least thats how i see it :3 but whatever, semantics, ya know? Doesn't matter xD
aww snap alck. just deleted your comment goddangit. now it looks like im talkin to myself. i feel like forever alone has a diff meaning than what it implies. if youve been in a relstionship (idk if you have loll), youll know that the feelings are different so by alone, i guess they mean lacking that connection with another person. sometimes, i feel like we all think we are bad lookkng cause of all the models and media out there. cause you say youre not good looking and i strongly strongly disagree.
awww alck <3 thank youu. it really does mean a whole lot. and i get ya. youre never actually forever alone. i always value friends before any relationship. and honestly, my parents arent the most social people alive. and it pisses me off how they lose contact with people so quickly. and i may be too social, but i know how important it is to have outside people who love and care about you. its so dang important.
and forever alone? hahaha. we all say that. cause sure i had a bf yesterday, but it obvoously didnt work out if i dont have him anymore!? which means that, in a way you are forever alone. cause nothing ever works out for you. does that make even a remote amount of sense?
and i dont forget that. cause in a way, its true. there are no "teachers" to tell in the real world. we deal with our own problems at that's that. ahh smh. no alck. its no preset. its years and years of people drilling into my mind. eventually, you hear something so much, that you statt believing it yourself. and even now, when im so much stronger than i used to be, i still dont know... i cant TELL if im pretty or not.
theyre* and im sick and tired of anorexia and starving myself and working out four hours a day just to get them to change their minds cause they wont. they just keep saying the same old bs and THEN i realize that im hurting nobody but myself. i remember back when i was bullied in middle school. i told a teacher, and ya know what she said? "honey, youve got to learn to fight your own battles."
ofc you missed a lot ;) thats what happens if you dont check my wall for a day heh. and idkay alck. its not that people say that to me. i mean, yeah. they guys at school have nothing good to say to me. they call me fat and punch me and stuff. but i never take that to mind. idc what those idiots think. cause thdy're not perfect either.
wow...i missed alot. :( sadfcae! and, teeny, you dont look unnatractive at all, i dont know why girls have that preset. same thing with that forever alone thing. im like "what the hell! you had a boyfriend yesterday and your already 'forever alone'" no more putting your self down, no matter what stupid guys say.
It's really God Anthony Play :/ Could you follow me as well? I kinda need some :D
lmfaoooooo
will do (: gotta go tooo. photo shoot inthe morning! oh god. not again :/
lol alrite, well anyways, i gtg, so gnite, and check out my latest tracksss(: <3
hmmm. idkayyy. we'll see, aight?