Same here, I've been through things my brain alone caused and it took a long time of recovery to get where I am. All I can say that counts for everyone, is that you alone are responsible and capable of controlling your life, even if thoughts, feelings and your environment can go against you at times. But not a single person or event can take that control from you.
I have no idea how to help, but I'm here and I read your stuff. I too am mentally unwell, lonely and my life is a singular shitshow of my own failings ngl... not trying to make this about me at all, but just wanted to say that I am in the same boat and I have periods where I'm suicidal too. I can't tell you it will stop, since it's a recurring thing for me and some things are going downhill for now, but every day you still stick around is well worth it.
icl after seeing a pattern of my life just continually going downhil and me now contributing to it , id rather just dioded, you are a good person. thank you anyway, i just wanted to vent out my thoughts i had bottled up for now -v-
At one point there will be better days. Even if only because you learn how to handle these emotions better. If you want to talk about something, hit me up on Discord - yitothedog, or Fluxer - yito#3714
i like to keep people happy however i can so like, yeah ignore my whole shebang downstairs, dont scroll down unless u wanna hear a mentally unwell persons talkings
im spazzing out in my audiotool wall lmao im bored waiting for ts to upload im just gonna go outside , to anyone who sees this DONT make this ruin your day !!!!
all those past experiences andmy fuck ups just made me wishg i stayed lonely fully before but Ye im enjoying the new being by myself and enjoying while i last stuff
and my brain doesnt know what to do with itself 😂and my lifedoesnt too i have like no one to talk to and if i do find someone i fuck with i end up ruining it in liek 1 year or less
and i was lucky enough to get a smart self aware brain but onlybe smart in making weird music and the rest is just being a mentally unwell and weird furry loool
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add me on discord sometime man
If you need to talk i'll listen to you
siderune
I have no idea how to help, but I'm here and I read your stuff. I too am mentally unwell, lonely and my life is a singular shitshow of my own failings ngl... not trying to make this about me at all, but just wanted to say that I am in the same boat and I have periods where I'm suicidal too. I can't tell you it will stop, since it's a recurring thing for me and some things are going downhill for now, but every day you still stick around is well worth it.
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im the most vunerable mentally stuck at 15 person ever, please hurt me more
im yapping too much to MYSELF...
kinda sucks i want to end my livung at the ripe age of 19 but whatever dud The world doesnt know what to do with itself
Suicidal Furry
i should internetr archive my shiz