a letter to my mistress feat. joe

I had the beat and I needed some spicyness there could've only been one option enjoy -Kibbey - LYRICS: Sometimes it feels like i don't really even know you You change so often i'm starting to think that we are not cool I'm sorry i never called ill admit i never read your letter I think ill grow in time and hopefully become better - Focusing on my mental manifesting a manifesto Learning to cook in quarantine finally mastered pesto I feel the same i know its lame the way the life changed But if there's one thing in life that never does is that it will - Chill no need to argue over POVs stuck online no grass caressed sugon deez Add you on tiktok so i could send you stupid memes Found myself thinking about us again fuckin silly schemes - I made that song for you when i lived in chicago But it seems like i see you face every single place that i go I know its a fruitless effort sowing dead seeds But since youve gone i've got unfulfilled needs ------ I miss your touch i sleep gripping a pillow Curled up in a ball like a fuckin armadillo Bundled up in the winter ill give you my coat I'm love sick and you my dear; the antidote - Been three months since we last made (love) But what we had is something i cant dispose of I make an extra cup in the morning out of habit now I end up drinking one and half i'm addicted wow - I take responsibility for my fragility I shouldn't have left you when we had compatibility You make me so mad the way you just float through life Jealousy envy spite cut me like a knife - I finally get it like the song i made with retro looking for myself since i made it out of metro Please don't mistake malicious with ambitious I hope you get this letter, my dear mistress -Joe