revamped an old project - it fits how I feel right now.
I came to audiotool because I can express and write better here than ableton, as well as getting a message out.
"Why have friends when they'll just end up fucking you over anyways? No matter how hard I try, we'll never work out. And you, YOU were right all along, fuck you."
There are far better things ahead than any we leave behind.
May 12, 24
sometimes you dont realize a friendship is failing until it cuts you and that definitely sucks
BUT--you've kicked that stress out. now you've got mental space for smth new & better
celebrate!
Speaking of someone who was cut out of an entire community and what not.
Yes I very much understand this probably alot more than anyone.
It burns alot for a long period of time and you grow alot of anger in that time, but just look for friends outside of this medium. Like through a job or another hobby of some sort. I know i'm different from alot of people but it's best to run/retreat sometimes and just rebuild yourself.
May 12, 24
felt. and stepping away from a whole friend group takes balls, that's an exercise in self-assurance
.. Admittedly I have a hard time letting go. It was also much more than a friendship, it was an entire friend group, my first real friend group. I am not going to victimize myself though. I could have been better for them, as some of them could have been better for me. Unfortunately some people just aren't meant to be friends with each other. People change, and it fucking sucks.
is cool
Love these arps/pads
we could work together if this is your vibe, jocelynannalernout on instagram
awesome!!
modernized
you have to allow yourself to be hurt ... none of us chose to be dropped into a sea of ignorance... still there are islands of love to swim to :)
There are far better things ahead than any we leave behind.
sometimes you dont realize a friendship is failing until it cuts you and that definitely sucks BUT--you've kicked that stress out. now you've got mental space for smth new & better celebrate!