Self-Destruction

NOIR OUT NOW: https://too.fm/qjmd0n2 - I'm so scared Falling way too fast All I fear Is none of this will last Intoxication got me thinking I'm not one for drinking I've been baby teething all my reasons for you leaving Choking up but never good enough You said that I would self-destruct But I can't find the time to relapse if I ain't sobered up Pour another shot in my cup Don't give me time to think I've been busy staying dizzy All I do is sink Fucking drowning in this quick sand I made my home And stop lying to myself that I'll die alone, yea Finally realized That I just need a hug Let me fucking be alone Let me fucking be alone I don't need you in this mega-phone screaming "I fucked up" Like I don't know I fucked up I was happier together now I'm happier were up I felt the pressure build around cause I told you how I felt Felt the distance grow between us cause your bruises weren't for show and tell And I can tell You never opened up cause you were scared as fuck And I was scared as fuck that I was never honest enough, yea