daisuki or, "I really like you"

contemplative of [] mind of [], rather than [] heart that i obsess over. i just want to know how [] thinks. but, when i decide to speak my mind, of [] to [] that is, blanks are always drawn in the end. of course. i became more honest and hated myself over time. though still not much acknowledged. i would also hate you too, of course. i hated you because i wanted you to understand, or more than that, despite being distant. but even if you did, i don't think you can convince me. as much as i probably never convinced you. in the end, i learned to hate us both. i self loathe simply because i never got what i wanted. simply selfish. did i really like []? if so, do i really like [] still. maybe i should have obsessed over [] heart, rather than [] mind. but i find that thought as very dumb, so no. too late to learn a cheesy lesson again. jaded. moving on- oh- um... hi new person. what is on your mind. should i like you? - potato hidden track