I dont wanna do this anymore.

Losing someone you loved with all your heart is really hard. Never thought I would ever see her leaving me for someone else. Guess I'm not enough. From her: "I’m not good at showing emotions anymore at most points. But I was just on YouTube and All I mainly do is think about you. All the time. I hate missing you, and I hate it when you leave. I love being around you. All the time. I can be pissed and you take it away. I love hearing you speak, even your nerd language. I love it. I love everything about you. I love how you care and love me, for me. I love how we can be ourselves with one another. I love we can joke around about everything. I love when you’re just there making beats, struggling with what to do next with it. I love how you’re so persistent. I highly doubt things in life but I see myself in the future with you. I’m in my mind right now thinking I’m crazy to say that, because I’ve said it with only 2 people and I’ve seen how it ended, but with you, I don’t doubt it tbh. I want to be with you, badly. Aye but I can wait. I’m yours. Lol. I love you." Tuesday, September 26th: "I like someone else... and yeah those feelings are true for him. I'm not saying that I never loved you." </3