Heaven

Tell me, is there Heaven for a heart like mine? Broken from the start, been searchin’ all my life Angels in my dreams, demons in real time Popping a pill to see if I feel right If I die tonight, will I fly or fall? Would you cry or would you miss me at all? I been runnin’ from the voices in the hall Heaven feel close, but the pain stand tall She said love me or lose me, there’s no in between Now I’m lost in a lucid, floatin’ off the lean Tryna paint my past with codeine and green But it’s hard to find light when you born in the scene Used to see halos when I looked in your eyes Now it’s just echoes and long, late nights My wings broke down from the pain I hide And Heaven feel fake when you’re dead inside I mix truth with lies, hope with pain Pray to the sky, but don’t know His name I smile in the mirror, but I ain’t the same Got holes in my soul that I can’t explain Tell me, is there Heaven for a heart like mine? Broken from the start, been searchin’ all my life Angels in my dreams, demons in real time Popping a pill to see if I feel right If I die tonight, will I fly or fall? Would you cry or would you miss me at all? Maybe I’ve been gone, maybe I ain’t here Maybe Heaven’s just a place we make when we fear I’ve been talkin’ to the sky, but He don’t answer clear So I talk to the mic, pour it out like tears And if I overdose before the sun rise Know I tried to fight, but the war’s inside I left love letters in the beat and rhyme You can find my soul where the stars align Tell me, is there Heaven for a heart like mine? I just wanna feel alive one more time Broken from the start, been searchin’ all my life Yeah, searchin’ all my life