nowthemirrorshowsmethedevil
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7/13
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i need you
i need you to like me
i need you to help me
i need you to love me
i will never
i will never help you
i will never
i will never love you
i need you
i need you for my pleasure
i need you if the pleasure turns to pain
i need you to make me think its ok
i need you to not turn to me in disgust and rage
i need you even if i stay the same
you cant go
i will make you stay
I don't really know how but I need to finally say what I need to say, need to finally make what I need to make. Who will benefit from all this? Will anybody?
I want to put all these thoughts out there, as honest as they can get. Word for word... the truth.
Sep 16, 24
A painful reminder and a terrible dream
Jul 27, 23
It is strange, I gotta say. But I am so unimaginably glad that this pain feels so distant now.
Apr 26, 24
And yet, I have never escaped it. I don't even know if one can.
A curse with nobody's advantage... not even evil's. Kinda wild how profoundly unfair it is. Unless I did bring it onto myself. Well, fairness doesn't matter dog sh*t. What I do about it does.
Mar 26, 23
I will add to this
Jun 26, 23
I just hope I don't ruin it by adding
Dec 19, 22
What an artistic beauty
Aug 21, 22
Should I mix this and noamountofdB?
Aug 21, 22
I have a few plans with those
republished
Aug 17, 22
a few things
Aug 11, 22
this is literally the worst thing ive ever heard
Aug 18, 22
lol
Aug 13, 22
Although there are other things like this that might just be even worse. But really, I see now that I got what I wanted to achieve right.
Aug 13, 22
thanks
Aug 9, 22
Thank you all for the love on this. A lot of important people have given this a fav, which I don't quite understand, but I really apreciate it.
I don't really know how but I need to finally say what I need to say, need to finally make what I need to make. Who will benefit from all this? Will anybody? I want to put all these thoughts out there, as honest as they can get. Word for word... the truth.
A painful reminder and a terrible dream
It is strange, I gotta say. But I am so unimaginably glad that this pain feels so distant now.
I will add to this
What an artistic beauty
Should I mix this and noamountofdB?
a few things
this is literally the worst thing ive ever heard
Thank you all for the love on this. A lot of important people have given this a fav, which I don't quite understand, but I really apreciate it.
you got me
really good
Ending is crazy good
Very cool !
this is really amazing. unbelievable work