Unfinished Retro Sounding Thing

Thank ye kind sir.

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Tis all good. :P

never really listened to ur beats jesus

....And that little faint bit of whatever I was feeling before, which you can also kind of feel through it as well. I dunno, that's just one track I've put out though, lol.

I completely agree with you on that one. It's all just a little funny to me though, you can tell through my music all being just kind of mellow-ish that I'm the kind of person who will feel a strong enough emotion to put into music, and then while I'm working on the track I'm working on, I always revert back to that one "depressive" feeling where I'm not upset or mad or anything like that, I'm just kind in an emotional blob where I don't neccessarily feel anything besides the numbness...

just know i feel you, i have a very negative view on myself as well. ive gone through some stuff recently and its been super straining mentally. just when i started to feel positive for myself, it all gets taken away and now im back at square one. but glad to here your handling it somewhat well. the most important thing about getting knocked down is whether you get back up or not. going through experiences like this shapes you to be a stronger, better person in the future :)

Lol yeah, but it's all just part of life in the end. Even though it's pretty bad to be going through, especially for me since I'm already someone ridden with contradictory thought process and just general....I don't really know to be honest, but at least it's something to look back to and use to better yourself.

man, im sorry to hear that. people can be so ruthless, tell you they care for you and love you but then turn around and hurt you over and over again. its emotionally overwhelming. just keep your head up pal

Just think about the depressing thought of being with someone who you really care about who's constantly doing stuff behind your back with other people, the kind of things that make you anxious and hateful. :)