[Tophat]

For Jace, whom I learned so much from, emotion and music, wish I had stepped up and known him a bit better before he left. Lyrics: Dag, I done lost all my inspiration What inspired me now ssems to be tasteless Taste left in my mouth makes feel sick Sick to my stomach, need to vomit, quick I heard your comment, about my heritage Heritage disrespected straight from the pulpit False prophets feedin' lies straight to the innocent Innocent minds, not anymore after you took them And you wonder why I don't wanna fool with y'all You suck me dry, I refuse to do this anymore And you Cristian people, You still rightous? Of course they don't come, you actin' like this. This familiar feeling, of regression These failures, an aniti-progression Of The flesh, every step a backwards locomotion Just what I need, curve, some more emotions I found some of Dad's tapes in the basement Sounds like broken records playin' head ain't got replacements Hurts so bad, but still I wouldn't change 'em Every note I hear, every word leaves me hangin' Around and around, please don't stop the carousel If you go away do you know that it won't leave me well? Lookin' in the mirror it gets really hard to tell If the persons really me, or if it's someone else I'm trying so hard just prove something I'm almost believing all the negetave comments about me So many clouds I can't hear/see clearly Clearly my rooms a mess, but yet I can't clean There's a sky bound zoo in my headroom If you were here I'd find all the words to say to you We try so hard to stay young in all that we do I put my Tophat on, and pray for easy goings straight on through