its been a long 3 months. life has pretty much been a blur. my mentality has felt almost sideways. ive been fighting a stressful war, and for the longest time, i felt like i was losing. i felt like i had no hope left, as if ive let the situation at hand beat me. i still sit down and wonder if i should move on or not. but ive very recently realized that, in reality, the war isnt truly over. while it may not feel like it, there are battles that are still being fought. i still have hope. i can still win this. i can win my feelings back. i can win my confidence back. i can win my happiness back. i dont know exactly how ill win it, and honestly it still feels like theres no reason to continue. but deep down, i feel like theres a purpose to all of this. there was a reason as to why all of this took the path it did. maybe me waiting was a good thing. maybe i wasnt ready. maybe they werent ready. maybe we both will never be ready... but i need to do something, i need to take action. maybe not right this minute, but one day, ill take the step. i will conquer my stress. i will conquer my doubts. i will win, i will be triumphant. something will happen. it may be good, it may be bad. but whatever happens, itll be for the greater good of both of us.

i present you, triumph, the last track off my apprehension ep. this one was to feel as if it were telling the story of a long fought war. epic, monumental, bombastic. this has been a mental war that has corrupted my mind for months now. all the guilt, shame, depression, stress, sadness, loneliness, assumptions, doubts, it will all come to an end.

thank you all for listening. its surreal to finally have this out, hope you guys are satisfied with this entire ep!

enjoy :)

also recommend listening all the way through. its pretty long, but designed to tell a story. itll enhance the experience (i hope).

Apprehension

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    TheClient

    2 weeks ago

    That is a big foking draft.

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    command.prompt

    3 weeks ago

    Let’s make this #1 chart

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      Aeros [Hiatus]

      2 weeks ago

      Thank you for smacking #1 from me, that took too long

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      Aeros [Hiatus]

      3 weeks ago

      I hope so

      Don't look at me for people faving ts tho

      that's not my fault

      this deserves to be up there with irisu, oni, and katana

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    Tokofa_

    3 weeks ago

    That last part still smacks hard dude

    goddamn, its so soothing i keep going back to it

    tbh, the song would be unfin without that part dude

    and this entire thing too omgffffff

    still a goddamn banger

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      snio

      2 weeks ago

      personally my favorite part of the entire track as well, glad to see you like it :)

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    octane

    3 weeks ago

    35 synths

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      Tokofa_

      3 weeks ago

      Its like your pc taking 5 straight blinkers in a row

      smacked

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    Perdition

    3 weeks ago

    How dare it take me so long to listen to this. I'm sorry to you AND my ears/brain

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    Oni.

    4 weeks ago

    Talking to the CEO of racism type beat

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      Oni.

      4 weeks ago

      No but honestly it is absolutely insane how you can make such a long dynamic track with twists and turns all over the place without making it earrape or boring, your music is such an experience and I find that remarkable about you. You are an epic gamer my man

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    KED

    3 weeks ago

    god damn, jesus christ

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    Aeros [Hiatus]

    3 weeks ago

    I listen to this a lot

    Usually back to back with Irisu so I can compare and contrast

    I love it :3

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    johann

    3 weeks ago

    this is incredible

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    johann

    3 weeks ago

    kinda reminding me of Feed Me

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    johann

    3 weeks ago

    ha my chant

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    Aeros [Hiatus]

    3 weeks ago

    I'd feel bad if triumphant skeleton made it so this doesn't get number 1

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    BioL!nk

    about 1 month ago

    holy shit that's huge

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    reyvaz

    4 weeks ago

    This makes me want to go on a killing spree then come home and play doom

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    command.prompt

    about 1 month ago

    ohhhhh shit! nice man, i love being able to come back to this

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