Making music is fun but I can't find anything to do with it

I just use the same old recycled ideas. I just wish I wasn't so bad at making music, but that's something every music creator goes through, I know. I admire my older stuff, I was doing something without even realizing, and now I've gotten so technical that I feel trapped in some sort of cycle where everything is just the same old idea and I just come out with another samey track. Oh well. This is just a simple drum thing track again.