Ticking Time

Somethings going south But its going slower than some people running their mouths Their tryna sow the seed of self doubt certainly struggling to find out why and how my made up conclusions from a while ago theyre doing it for reasons that ill never know . often i find when i make friends i become obsessed with them then i go home and then think about possible reciprocation this is why nothing really ever works out cause ill read the vibe wrong and give people more attention than they wanted and if the vibe is read the other way youll bet my mind will be doing close to ghosting . its only a matter of time before it feels like your freinds are commiting a big fat crime its not sublime turn your face and leave no second trace cause im certain that i did absolutely nothing wrong . lets leave those thoughts behind and continue going further south what is going south its something i dont know its not coming out of my mouth my mind is filled with thoughts of doubts cause theres gaps in us meeting weeks and weeks thrown out things arent the same with others though lost a feeling ill never get back . I never find when i get to bed i put down my head and sleep i just roll around and think about possible situations like a big bind where nothing really ever works out cause i read the vibe wrong and gave people not what they wanted and if i dream like that youll bet my body will be doing close to ghosting . its only a matter of time before it feels like your freinds are commiting a big fat crime its not sublime turn your face and leave no second trace cause im certain that i did absolutely nothing wrong . lets leave those thoughts behind and continue going further south