archyives

39 Followers 24 Following Joined about 3 years ago

alternative names: stupidito, idiocyi, idyiot, miseryi

IDC

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Life's a bad joke. But I guess at least someone finds it funny. So who cares? Nobody. Do your thing, no matter who opens their mouth.

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I changed into a fly. I wanted to feel so alive. I pulled off my wings...

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Music just sounds better when there's something to run away from.

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  • My life has become a joke. Even though there's little to joke about it's all just a singular shitpost at this point.

    • And it's all going more and more downward.

  • This is an absolute nightmare ugh. Not even sleeping.

  • Roughly 2 days left. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

  • "There are only 2 genders."

    Advanced biology: "Let me introduce myself."

  • Spite

  • *Even more internal screaming*

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  • Awful to think I'd rather not change and "leave" as a bad person instead of getting my shit together. When you develop these habits, to get better you need to "kill" parts of yourself in a way. In the worst case you can't leave anything left that you thought defines you. It's scary to think I'd lose my personality tbh. That fear and unwillingness may one day be my and other people's downfall... If I indeed am what I think I am.

    • In the end our goal seems to always be not being. Whether it's ego death, escapism, changing yourself, depersonalisation/derialisation...

    • Ego truly is horrifying.

    • Letting go, even of depression, is a whole different horror to itself...

  • I hate life. Who the fuck came up with this?

    • Undo it. Pull the plug. IDK... disconnect. Terminate the server. Something.

    • me

  • Even unsuccessful people must sleep.

  • Wanting to go back to the days when I was so messed up and Sewerslvt's music made me feel that intensely is Kinde f***ed up. But here I am.

    Let's admit it. I hate stability.

  • "It's whatever."

  • I shouldn't be able to access this site on my phone anymore. I'm kinda post-screwed. At this point. 2 weeks is very, very little.

  • There's a big difference between "me and the boys" and "me in the boys"

    Remember that.

  • Peanuth

  • I'm not like other girls. Like... literally I'm just not a woman.