having feelings for music and inspiration and the next day I get inspired by something completely different, losing the feeling I was going for with the piece.
I have a musical background. I have been an instrument performer since I was in second grade, but I can't find much info on digital audio engineering that doesn't cost $. (I'm kinda broke...) I'm willing to put in as much time as it takes and a lot of effort, but I can't find the learning material or anyone to teach me. Everything I know is from trial and error + the Welcome to Audiotool Next video that I watched when I first made an account.
I struggle to make my music sound creative. My tracks are allways too boring to be something complex or too complicated to be minimalistic. I believe it's because i suck at EQ, effects, mastering and so on, while melody itself is OK. I think it may be lack of expirience with creating music with synths, samples ect.
I hate it when I have an idea how I want track to sound like, but I don't know how to achieve it.
i hate it when i have a cool idea, but then I have another one, and then another one, and then another one, until I've got like 70 different bits and pieces but not an actual song...
and Ill back you up on the idea that you cannot translate, results in depressive states in me.