honest ugly & broken

Don't break beloved. Don't take him away. I've measured the motions, I'll count my mistakes. The private's a moment when we're on stage. The constant emotion of manic rage. A man is a misery in making. I need a devotion, a bleeding. A reason to live. Who are you fooling now? Honest, ugly and broken; I need it! The price you pay is pouring over. Beggars wait and claim my lover. And now, my eyes; the scales fall down. I'm ready now. The Sun comes out. Steady. I feel nauseous. Ready. Safe and honest. I believe in the meaning of words I've recited. I have memories of distant dreams. I am held by the hope I've decided. I've been gifted with everything.