undone

track 3 : https://nicodaglio.bandcamp.com/album/a-picture-without-a-frame - it could be so simple if everything turns out fine but there is nothing left - why do i fuck myself over like this? does it make me feel safe? what am i afraid of? why can’t i fix what i wanted to fix? why can’t i do it all over again? cuz i’d do it the same way - i lost my head you know what i mean? spent all this time wishing i was someone else who could see me differently cuz it feels like you’d be fine without me but i don’t mind if you need space and time- i want nothing more than to be alone before it seems like it’s too late can you tell me something i don’t know - so why do i fuck myself over like this? does it make me feel safe? what am i afraid of? why can’t i fix what i wanted to fix? why can’t i do it all over again? cuz i’d do it the same way