Grown Up (w/ Nate2timez)

roy gonna be mad at this one LOL second single from the new project w/ my good friend nate2timez, thank u for everything <3 - LYRICS People tell me that I changed I still feel I haven't grown up The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now A let down, at 14 I thought that I'd have it checked out At 21 i thought Id own a house and try and settle down I'm 21 now and in debt and still paying rent While my parents were newly met and they're soon to be newly weds I think its fair to compare I'm their heir I'm their kin Grew up sharing their room, I'm their blood I'm their skin And people ask me why Im stressed I'm depressed and I'm fucking anxious This music paycheck is paying but not enough as my payments See my tank is draining my bank and slave at minimum wage And I'll make a song everyday and still feel that nothing has changed I'm feeling mentally drained, I'm feeling lost Im feeling hopeless I'm feeling lost People tell me that I changed I still feel I haven't grown up The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now People tell me that I changed I still feel I haven't grown up The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now I'm in fear everyday will my kids be deranged Will they grow, will they mold, will they live my mistakes? Am I selfish? I want this. I lived through the pain Now be honest how much more of this can I take - OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS: https://too.fm/x8dnkk1