the sadness, the pain, and the regret. i yearn to fix, yet i sit and watch it fall apart. it isnt my fault, but it is. i didnt cause it to happen, but i did. everything is so overwhelming, so i wonder off in my mind. i think of the good times. i think of the times back when i was truly happy. back when i woke up smiling. back when i got out of bed with the motivation to go make someones day. now i get up, and wonder to myself why i wont go talk. why i see you in the hall, and dont say hi. why i want the good times back, but i continue to be scared. maybe it was never meant to be, but is that really true? I still don’t know.
very different from my usual stuff. wanted this one to be relaxing, almost as if its to lift all the weight off your shoulders.
hope yall enjoy, 2 more tracks to go!