yito ☮

509 Followers 619 Following Joined about 8 years ago

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What even the hell is a gender? Please explain to me argh!

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One antler missing

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Was a scene girl in an alternate universe lol

cringe man thing in this one

other stuff in between

ult-f

spr-n

dsp-m

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Cringe culture forever! Who the hell is to tell you not to be passionate about something that makes you happy or feel whole?

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everything (almost) - here it is

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Official side-projects:

@archyives ☮ - archival account that I thoroughly dislike lol

@fjoørds ☮ - alter ego

@DJ WHATEVER ☮ - my attempt to go hardcore, hard dance and dance in general

@Moths with Headphones - dnb focused collab account with Fleuve

@Darkness Dweller - experimental bass music - not good at it, but I'll make a return

@445Hz Collective - music challenges, events

@Tau the Cat - defunct

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I have a music blog -

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Life is like a cigarette.

A highly toxic carcinogenic poison

Smoke it to the butt

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Quitting is hard, but not quitting is harder.

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  • I've always fantasized becoming a completely different person. Cutting everything and everyone off, just living the way I want to. Get the hell out of this godforsaken country, make actual friends I actually like, fucking transition idk just anything but my current self.

    But I'm starting to realise that may never happen.

    Like, none of the people close to me are bad people, but just like... No.

    I don't want to exist in any association with who I am right now or where I come from.

    • Also screw literally every single thing I say I don't know what's best for me, I've been technologically lobotomized.

    • I'll always be a cringe man thing in this universe 🤦

      But I'm starting to associate with it less and less

      Things were supposed to be this way I guess. I experience this shit differently than other people. But there will always be a very incessant and loud femininity coursing through my veins. I merely tolerate the masculinity. Always have.

      And that sucks. But yeah well...

      It's just part of my whole fantasy world at this point. Just cause I can't take real life.

      I honestly can't bear life.

    • Then again before I'll ever be like:

      "Ew, this is how I f***ing lived like." I'll end it myself.

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  • you're a Walmart bag

    • I am

      A plastic bag

      floating through the wind

  • The only thing I want, is the last thing I need.

  • Good luck final girl

    I hope you get what you deserve

    No one's gonna do your job for you

    After all that's not how this thing works.

  • Lol

    If it really just all is about being a "normal" person, the average Joe, doing the same life everyone else is, being the gray person in a gray world with gray, average thoughts and a gray, normal, emotionally neutral life.

    I'd rather be f***ing mentally ill. Thanks.

  • I think in all honesty, that "happiness" or at least the self-centred form, can only come at someone's expense.

    If you're doing well in the "normal" sense, you only really get to experience a happiness that you've been told is happiness. Your whole sense of doing well is based on a kind of superiority that you're doing the right thing.

    • XD that so fucking real

    • Almost as deep as ur...

      Kidding

      As always I just feel like shit and don't want to. Gotta intellectualise it somehow.

    • ts deep man...

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  • Today's school topic: fascism and why it's good.

    Love it.

    • You know, for someone who talked so highly of not wasting your time, the conversation really didn't lead to anything that great either. We should've just presented our goddamn music and left the politics to some other time.

      That would've been a little more helpful.

  • I'm dead

    No idea how the world manages to produce mornings this tough

  • Can't wait for being done with everything and NFS: Heat and start playing Forza

    Must be incomparable. Heat has become so boring.

    • For real. That'd be great. Wreckfest I can pass on, because I'd never come out of a race whole. Or rather... Beamg drive type damage would be so horrifying for me lol.

      I think I bought the crew as well (I think [I hope] it was on sale) so I have all that to look forward to at one point. The only problem is time...

    • i wish there was a game with the crew's library of cars, need for speed most wanted 2005 type story and aesthetic, but need for speed heat psychics, and wreckfest type damage. THAT would be the best racing game lol. or at least best need for speed game lol

    • For example the retro Nissans

      Goofy

      Beautiful

      Adorable

      But 5€ and apparently like reserved for a certain game version and not included in a fairly expensive car pass and shit like that.

      Dumb.

      I wanna drive small goofy cars bruh. Do I have to be milked for that? Do you have to make it available to a select few?

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  • You ever just wake up?

    You ever grab a brush and put a little makeup?

    And leave the keys up on the table?

    And there you go create just another fable?

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    Father, into your hands

    Why have you forsaken me?

  • 🥹 cute pfp

  • check out my new song if you would like! has vocals!

  • as a fellow loser, that pfp is so relatable

  • No one:

    Humans:

    "So how do we preserve food, so it doesn't spoil?"

    "Intentionally spoil it"

    And it works

  • Funny story: yesterday, I was crossing a bridge and there was this guy with one of those electric scooters you can use an app for and yada. The thing started beeping as he was riding it, you know as the anti theft defence thing or when you run out of time. He stopped basically right in front of me, jumped off, lifted the thing up and threw it over the railing into the river. Just like that. There were people and cars everywhere. There have been like 20 or more eye-witnesses.