dont judge me too hard with the delivery, im not good...lol

lyrics:

i can't find the words to describe how i feel

life without u just doesn't feel real

every night i lay in my bed

letting memories of what i said

haunt me in every single way

now i lay here thinking what to say

knowing we won't ever speak again

babe i just want to tell you...

i love you

we used to hang out almost every day

did shit that we're taking to our graves

then outta nowhere we parted ways

that sent me down a spiraling craze

now i know it was all a fucking lie

couldn't care less if i dropped and died

and that realization will always make me cry

never thought we'd say our final goodbye

Been trying to drink away

the sadness That i feel

Something i swore id never do

But how else can I forget you?

just wanna die

doesn't matter why

u fell for another guy

i caught u red handed

you thought it was splendid

til u realized

u were on the same account shared between u and i

I can't find the words to describe what i need

As i make my arms bleed

The greed takes over me

My life doesn't matter

There's no need

So let me just go on and eat

I've gained a lot of weight

I even lost my job

Always showed up late

Was too busy sob-

Bing

Never wore bling

Something i admired

We never could sing

Yet we did it til we tired

Fuck

I'll never forget you

How could i?

As our bond grew

We never could see eye to eye

Yeah We knew how to fuck

Yeah We knew how to fight

But when it came to solving problems

Yeah The fists would fly

Not literally, but it felt that way

Wtf do i even say?

Now as i lay in bed

Trying to Figure my life out

I contemplate not even waking up at all

Been trying to drink away

the sadness That i feel

Something i swore id never do

But how else can I forget you?

i produced the beat at about 2am, wrote the lyrics from 230am-440am

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    Perdition

    1 week ago

    thx for the support on this one guys...i tried something out of my comfort zone and it definitely was hard to do...once i get a new mic ill rerecord the vocals (and try and rap/sing it better, lol)

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    Perdition

    2 weeks ago

    Republished

    chorus somehow got muted...unmuted it

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    Perdition

    2 weeks ago
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    Perdition

    3 weeks ago

    would u guys be apposed to me doing stuff like this more?

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    joVee.

    3 weeks ago

    open remix or pp privileges lost

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    Vulkron

    3 weeks ago

    oh hey juice wrld

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    Icebox (hiatus)

    3 weeks ago

    Love the lyrics and the vibe of the track, but the vocals do seem a lil monotone tho. I think the white noise in the background of the vocals add a nice atmosphere to the song, i'd keep it there. Apart from some stereo image I would change, I love the beat and the lyrics

    <3

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      Perdition

      3 weeks ago

      fyi, if i do win that mic I'll rerecord this 100%, itll almost sound good at that point

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      Perdition

      3 weeks ago

      Yeah, the monotone was to get around the fact that i cant rap/sing. It also makes the chorus hit harder i think, cuz i do kinda sing it. Thx for the feedback, dude

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    Perdition

    3 weeks ago

    wtf...why did this chart...

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    Perfect

    3 weeks ago

    It's not bad at all, I like very much. <3

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    okin

    3 weeks ago

    Bruh I thought I faved it -_-

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    Perdition

    3 weeks ago

    Republished

    sorry, more vocal stuff, someone tell me to stop

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    Perdition

    3 weeks ago

    Republished

    more vocal stuff

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    VOLEN

    3 weeks ago

    damn

    mics a bit wonky but holy fuck this is good

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    Perdition

    3 weeks ago

    Republished

    vocal editing

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    zEPHRiX's Archive

    3 weeks ago

    Noice

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