excuses (YITO EDIT)

Is from around the 1st year on here, but I decided that I should expand on this at least a bit. Ive been making music for 3 years, rarely do I feel truly accomplished and Im unhappy about it and all that. Despite the fact that Im am that privileged to be 20, with barely any kind of future built for myself, being able to doodle around in the kitchen on a fucking computer while my life is slowly wasting away and Im absolutely useless to the people around me. I was going to put more work into this, but I just dont have the mood for that anymore.